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Kurt Cobain was a thin, blonde man who did not like his appearance. His band mate and  friend, Krist Novoselic said “He [Kurt] talked about how ugly he thought he was all of the  time. I remember one day he looked in a mirror and almost shed a few tears because he was  so uncomfortable in his own skin.” Due to his issues with his appearance, he developed his  outfit formula that later became a staple in the grunge scene. The layers of baggy clothing  with a flannel overshirt as his usual look with converse shoes to finish the outfit would  cover the thin frame of his body that he was discontent with.  

Cobain’s thin frame might have been partially due to his drug abuse. Cobain had gone to  rehab five years after he first began using heroin in 1987. He had self-medicated with opioids  due to long standing stomach troubles that he found relief from by using heroin (Gutman). He  was often expected to be high at events or outing (Azerrad). Continuous reporter for Kurt Cobain 

and the rest of his band, Michael Azerrad, wrote about a time that he went to a business dinner  by invitation as Kurt Cobain’s guest. During the dinner, Cobain left and returned obviously high  as a rebellious act of going to the dinner. That story seems to sum up many of the actions that  Cobain took when interacting with the necessary corporate events of his sudden fame. The strike  in popularity was not taken well by Cobain with him having multiple overdoses while on his  band’s tours. He died with heroin in his system, the drug was a constant part of his life for the  entirety of his famous and last few years of his life.  

Cobain was a talented musician who was the lead writer for his band Nirvana. Nirvana  has been listed in the Rollings Stones 100 best artists of all time, with 5 top ten hits on the  Billboard 200. His band’s music is often considered a staple in the Grunge genre of music. The  rest of the band, similar to Cobain never changed much in the sudden spike of fame. Nirvana’s  Seattle practice space was a small area that was described as “nothing special” by reporter  Michael Azerrad. Although the band had incredible success, they never seemed to raise  themselves above how they started

There are two main theories revolving around Kurt Cobain’s death- that he killed himself  and that his wife murdered him. Both theories have an amount of supportive evidence, but  popular opinion suggests that the case of Kurt Cobain’s death needs to be reopened (Halperin). 

The most likely theory is that Cobain killed himself because he was found home alone  dead. Shortly before his death, Cobain had left a drug treatment facility without finishing  treatment. The police report of the police officer that found Cobain’s body had stated that “[The  officer] had some knowledge of the victim and had been to the residence on a prior occasion”  and that the officer “is also aware that the victim went AWOL from a drug treatment center in  Los Angeles and that his family had filed a missing persons report with SPD. The families fear 

was that the victim was suicidal and he had recently bought a shotgun (Cops Find Cobain’s  Body)”. His family had filed a missing person’s report on him along with stating that he could  possibly have a shotgun with him that he had previously purchased (Police Files Detail Death of  Kurt Cobain). This shotgun was lying on him when the body had been found and stated so in the  police report. The police report of his death stated that “There was also $120.00 in cash on the  floor to the right of the victim and a cigar box. This cigar box contained narcotics paraphernalia  (syringes, burnt spoons, cotton, and small pieces of what looks like black tar” (Cops Find  Cobain’s Body). The doctor who performed the autopsy on Cobain stated that there was  indication on his left hand of a shotgun barrel (Cops Find Cobain’s Body). 

While there was no one at his house at the time of death, Kurt Cobain was married to  Courtney Love, and she was thought to be at the center of her husband’s controversial death.  Love had called the police on Cobain before, stating that Cobain was going to kill himself in  their house, as written in the police report (June 1993: Cobain/Love Scuffle). This call turned out  to be an exaggeration of Cobain refusing to leave a room that happened to have a gun in it  (Azerrad). Love had also called the police on Cobain for getting in a physical altercation with her  that resulted in Cobain going to jail. Love’s father, Hank Harrison, stated that he believed Cobain  to have been murdered and that Love would have a motive (Grant). Love was looking for a  lawyer that would be able to take down her marriage’s prenup at the time of Cobain’s death (Halperin). 

Kurt Cobain’s death has a veil of mystery surrounding it that will likely never be lifted. A  singer as successful as Cobain is likely to have controversy, his has lasted 28 years. Whether he  was killed by his own hands or his wife’s, it is known he was killed with a gun and that is all that  is known for certain. Cobain continues to be an important artist with his band Nirvana continuing 

to influence bands today (Vozick-Levinson). Kurt Cobain’s legacy is that of a troubled Grunge  pioneer who reached an untimely, somewhat puzzling death.

Works Cited 

Azerrad, Michael. “My Time With Kurt Cobain.” The New Yorker, 22 Sept. 2021,  www.newyorker.com/culture/personal-history/my-time-with-kurt-cobain. 

 

Gutman, Abraham. “Stigma Failed Kurt Cobain Nearly 30 Years Ago and Continues to Fail  People in Addiction Now | Opinion.” https://www.inquirer.com,  

www.inquirer.com/news/kurt-cobain-nirvana-heroin-courtney-love-death-suicide anniversary-20220405.html#loaded. 

 

GRANT, KIERAN. “The Cobain Conspiracy.” WayBack Machine, 13 Nov. 1996,  web.archive.org/web/20011101083407/http://www.canoe.com:80/JamMusicArtistsN/nirv ana.html. 

 

Halperin, Ian. “Who Killed Kurt Cobain?” The Mysterious Death of an Icon, 2002. 

 

“Cops Find Cobain’s Body.” The Smoking Gun, www.thesmokinggun.com/file/cops-find cobains-body. 

 

“First Patrolman on the Scene.” The Smoking Gun, www.thesmokinggun.com/file/first patrolman-scene. 

 

“June 1993: Cobain/Love Scuffle.” The Smoking Gun, www.thesmokinggun.com/file/june-1993- cobainlove-scuffle. 

 

“March 1994: Love Says Cobain Suicidal.” The Smoking Gun,  

www.thesmokinggun.com/file/march-1994-love-says-cobain-suicidal. 

 

“October 1992: Cobain Phone Threat.” The Smoking Gun,  

www.thesmokinggun.com/file/october-1992-cobain-phone-threat.

 

“Police Files Detail Death of Kurt Cobain.” The Smoking Gun,  

www.thesmokinggun.com/file/kurt-cobains-death-10-years-after. 

 

Radio X. “How Krist Novoselic Warned Kurt Cobain off Heroin... With No Success.”, 19 Sept.  2020, www.radiox.co.uk/artists/nirvana/how-krist-novoselic-warned-kurt-cobain-off heroin-with-no-success.“ 

 

Vozick-Levinson, Simon. “Rivers Cuomo: ‘I Was Nirvana’s Biggest Fan.’” Rolling Stone, 19  Feb. 2014, www.rollingstone.com/music/music-news/rivers-cuomo-i-was-nirvanas biggest-fan-108604 

 

Wrigley, Tish. “Ten Things You Might Not Know About Kurt Cobain.” AnOther, 3 Apr. 2014,  www.anothermag.com/art-photography/3530/ten-things-you-might-not-know-about-kurt cobain.

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